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How I miss the days from the past~

2011-11-24T21:08:00.003+08:00

There were times of laughter and times of joy as we all went through high school, but during senior high, we all had fun times that we could never forget. Even though it's our final year in high school, we didn't focus much on our studies, playing during BM class, sleeping in the lab while the physics teacher was giving exercises, and escaping add math class or sometimes just playing along. But we didn't mind, nor did the teachers, we just got along together. Being in the class, it felt as if the time of our lives in high school was at it's peak. Not many things to do, and not many home works to keep us busy in the early morning. Everyday we would just come to school, sit, chat, play and just learn what we can through tuition classes instead. We just didn't cared less about studying in school but instead we studied at home!

Good times of the past we can never take them back to relive them. It's always a certain memory that we always want to remember. From the first day of our senior high to exams to graduation, memories stay like an imprinted video which can not be erased. As time in school go by Graduation finally came by, at first we took it as any other ceremony, but as the school song was sung by the choir made of Juniors, the song was slow, and sung in a very sad tune that many just cried, we can't believe that we're finally going on, but we also can't bear the fact that we may never see each other again. At the end of the graduation ceremony, we were hugging friends, taking photographs, drawing memorable graffiti on each others uniforms and mostly just crying, whether tears of joy or sadness or just a mix of both.

The past golden days, if there was just a way to go back and sit down with the class and listening to the teacher giving exercises, I would still prefer it. It was a time that friends are proven to be wonderful and there were no one to hate. Sadly, it's only in our memories, we're now all going our separate ways, parting to new environments, new people and new grounds to stand on.

"May our paths one day cross again, that we may cherish our friendship here in St. Columba" -Charlene Tang- Head Prefect

Nice and touching movie~

2011-11-23T23:07:00.004+08:00

Just came back from watching '那些年，我們一起追的女孩'~ hmmm, how I wish I could go back to those high school years... looking back, now I see that high school is just once in a lifetime, although I regret that I had not done enough in my past, but I do remember that my time in high school was an unforgettable one. The times of laughter, play, and fun, the joy that I can never feel again now in pre-uni.
Anyways, the movie was quite touching, I cried a few times>.< it was based on a guy's story of his love for a girl which at first he didn't cared much about, but then as he was ordered by a teacher to be under the supervision of this girl, he builds up a crush for her and eventually they ''got together'' but not officially. But in time to come, they broke up and went their separate ways for a long while, and due to an earthquake, he called her to make sure that she was alright and their affections rekindled for each other, but they would not get back together as she is not available. Years later, he received news that she was getting married and was invited for her wedding dinner.

Well, that's all I can say, too much info is not good, i'll spoil it! xD
Anyways, there was a quote from the ending that I kinda like, I don't know how to write it in chinese so here~
"Even when you can't be with the one whom you like the most, but to like them means to let them be happy with whatever decisions they make, so we should just wish them happiness,"

Good Morning^^

2011-11-19T05:53:00.003+08:00

Hello and a very Good Morning everyone!! xD
As I am now 'high' on caffeine, my eyes see everything around me literally BRIGHTER >.< Wow, the effects are awesome xD
Anyways back to the topic, I couldn't sleep last night so I stayed up all night finding information for my Criminal & Constitution assignment~ and boy was it tiring, very tiring in fact, so i kept finding and finding till 5.30am, which i wasn't aware of until my roommate came back. I made myself 2 cups of coffee and downed both of them, slowly and smoothly of course, just for the taste~ but unknowingly getting too much caffeine into my system which is making thinking a lot right now>.< Gonna explode soon!
Got training later so maybe the coffee might help me keep awake till the end of the training(I hope) and then, when I reach back home, I will sleep on my lovely warm bed!~!~ yeah~
Gotta go off now, Rise and Shine people!!! I can see the break of dawn on the horizon~ ^^V

Raining+bored=library

2011-11-14T17:44:00.002+08:00

Raining now here in Malacca, it has been like this for a few weeks running now, especially in the evening. The good thing about the rain is that it's cooling and enjoyable here in Malacca because it is usually very hot in the noon time. But the one bad thing about the rain here is that it rains at a bad timing, every day when I'm about to go for training, especially Water Training, it rains and training cancelled.

Today I'm here in the library enjoying the air-cond and the internet speed plus waiting for the rain to stop or slow down, sitting down with Mak, Pravind, Wei Wei, Ho, Shifu, Chee Ping, and Lee~ xD Mak playing FIFA on Pravind's computer, And the rest playing Chinese poker behind us, luckily the library top floor is a 'talk' zone~ or else we'd be chased outta here by now>.<

Later going for dinner at Mum's cottage~ weee!! ^^ but after that, I gotta find Fiona to teach me how to do the English academic writing(Sorry to Mdm Pearl for not paying 'enough' attention in class) >.< time to go now~ =P bye~

What Bothers Good Friendships...

2011-10-25T20:36:00.001+08:00

I used to think that the most important thing in life is the companionship and love, but the needs of oneself can’t truly be distinguished by just an effort to be in a relationship. Learning takes a long time to understand, unless one have been through this process then can they only say that learning was not useful. We must always remember that the thoughts binds into our minds and also what we have learnt, we tend to forget only until we get a hint of what is to be remembered. Speaking of Love, isn’t that what we all pursue? Isn’t that the one most important thing that we always find for? It only depends on what type of ‘love’ do we mean when we said that we pursue love.

Friends, a form of companionship and belonging that will not let us feel lonely and down and certain points of time in life, we also get to know that our circle of friends are of common thoughts in mind and in practice. We are basically made by many different emotions, characters, and even different beliefs or backgrounds, but we tend to forget that when we put our differences aside and look for our similarities to be put into use at that moment. Companionships by friends are the most needed in one’s life, we need to have a level of companionship to satisfy our needs for a momentary relief from boredom and loneliness. But the one thing keeping us back from a suitable companionship that is long lasting is the fact that we tend to forget that out characters always differ from each other. That is the one thing that starts the breakdown in friends, and the one thing that always bothers us even after a long period not seeing each other or even talking which will always be hard, depending on the past.

When friends come along and form a group in which the group itself offers many situations, we rise from that challenge and bound ourselves to do better. Another thing that bothers friendships are relationships, especially when the two are from different groups which are against each other’s common character. It might be either one break off from their own group and join the other or both breaks off from their respecting groups and just go on along in their relationship forming new friends in the process. But what If the two ended their relationship how would they go back to their own groups again? There would be discrimination among members and even to certain extent exiled from the group and forced to go in search of new friends to be with.

The worst thing in life is not ending up alone, but it is though being with people that make one feel lonely. There is nothing more that can cause such a terrible feeling, when one feels down and weary, another must come to support and to help. Going through pains and hardships aren’t easy, but after that, bonds will tie up and there they will know each other’s strength and weaknesses in which they will tend to go through together. If a person was to feel down and weary, but no one comes to give comfort, then that person would feel worst and lead to doing things that aren’t relevant to his/her beliefs. Emotions run high and as they don’t stop, it changes the moods and even characters of the victim over time. If one enters a relationship and hoped that even after the relationship had ended, their friendship will still go on, that will never come true, in other words, it is practically impossible to achieve. After a break up, they would still feel that they are as close as before during the first week, but after that, the messages, chats, and even simple greets would disappear. They would feel wrong if they would go back into a relationship again, and either one would have a feeling of hatred in them towards the other one, just like that, two good friends completely looses communication from each other, Isn’t that what we all fear the most? The loss of friends in our life? But sadly and yet truly, this exists and can’t be reversed to the time before the relationship. It will be very hard to have the two back to usual friends again because of the thoughts of each other that haunts their minds. Basically, we all long for a shoulder when in trouble or in time of darkness, but do we ever contribute to other friends and give them a shoulder to lie on? Do we still see that we are the one that they need the most? Or do we just sit and wait for the time to come that we become the one that needs them the most? Sometimes when a solution becomes a trouble, it can’t be taken away anymore, it becomes permanent. What is the one thing we all go after? Friendship, the urge of companionship, togetherness, and the life that endures in Happiness, but will there be one day where we would just walk pass-by and not even recognize each other? Or the guilt that we have forgotten our friends which looms in the heart?

Personally, yes, it is a hard thing to let go. Friends especially, and yet, it does happen in life no matter where or how it happens; we all lose friends to the course of time. And yet, through the course of time, we make friends, not because we tend to replace them just that we simply forget about them. We would walk pass each other in a path, but when we look at each other, we might know each other and yet, we don’t even greet each other, we would just have a small feeling in us that we know. I’ve experienced all kinds of ways that had made me lost friends, through small quarrels which never ended, through complete hatred of what that person done, through relationships which have ended, through failed attempts in relationships, and also, through the course of time itself. It is hard to bear with a loss of a friend, but through time which passes, we tend to forget and make new friends. Loosing friends are a part of life, but it all depends on how we take that into hand and just forget about it.

Today in 365 days....

2011-10-07T13:43:00.004+08:00

Hey there~ Just came back from Perak yesterday and it's quite fun actually, wait no, it's very fun!! xD
Anyways, there's a book I'm waiting to read from "How to stop worrying and start living" recommended by Fiona and JY and Caleb for me cuz they kept saying that I worry too much about small things and grow emotional very easily when thinking...
But I assure that I'm Fine! I have forgotten and moved on with life and I really don't want to think about it anymore, But if I really can't get over it then I'm a fool~ really I am if I can't... I want to go on, but things hold me back, things unimportant to me anymore. I guess that All I can say about what I feel now is already written here...

Exam week almost over~~

2011-09-30T15:09:00.003+08:00

Well, I guess this is it~ Tomorrow will be the last paper for my examinations and I really hope I can do it well. It's not that hard to fail, and it's also very hard to pass because of the Marking system in Uni which is really hard to cope with.
Anyways, for the Semester breaks, I'll be going to Teluk Intan, Perak. Fiona bringing Me, Jy, and Caleb there~ The only way i can spend my semester breaks wisely, so why not?

This few days I've been studying like mad, like really mad, I sleep in the morning, and stay awake all night, in other words, my biological clock is really messed up =.= One more thing, I having gastric pains now, because I'm eating only one meal a day and sometimes not eating at all, NEVERMIND, I will feast this weekend!!! My first exam in Uni and I'm suffering my guts out, haiz...Cute~~ =D =P x)

Weeping heart...

2011-09-14T18:05:00.004+08:00

Now, if You know how much I hate You,
So be it, Don't ever come back!
Leave me from Your thoughts,
As I have already left from You.

The world that We once stood on together,
Now worlds apart, I wish so!
Get away from Me,
And give Me peace of mind.

This life, a hope I see,
A silver lining upon the clouds,
Rain's of spring falls from heaven,
The Rainbow keeps my promise.

Days come passing us by,
Rain wash down from above,
Life, come no more by days,
Life, also passes us by.

Hope I have given,
Hope was that You stole,
Left by the darkness,
No where...

2011-08-23T20:27:00.004+08:00

Hey there guys, yeah, I know it's been a long time since my last post... But anyways, Life here has it's up and downs, left and rights, and even bumpy roads, but then, I realized that If we would want to make it to the end, we must go through all these and also follow on to the next step even when we had hit an indecisive end.

Recently, my friends, Fiona, Jian Yang, and Caleb had bought me a movie to watch, they said that it would be somehow helpful? but THANKS!!! Ok, now I would like to intro them, they are my Family here in Melaka, Fiona is like my little sister, caring and supportive, and always there to ask me to forget about the past which brings memories, she's always there to help me go through bad times and Thanks Alot! Now, Jian Yang is like an elder brother to me, giving me moral support and Holding trust in me, helping me and also, he cares for me as much as he does for Fiona~ LOL ok now, Caleb Goh, he's not really family, but we just call him our 隔壁家的怪叔叔 xDDD, Just a JOKE lar, Caleb dun take it seriously~

Ok, now they had bought me a movie, titled "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" it is quite helpful at the end though, LOL... Forgetting the past is really what we should do in order to forget about our brokenness inside~ One thing I learned is that when one hope has ended, another will glow out of nowhere like a candle in that darken room, don't fall back into the same net but instead, find a new net to cast out!
Okay, now about the movie, it's about a man which got dumped by his gf but then when he wanted to take his mind of by having a vacation, She was there too with another guy, which eventually he found another girl, but then he screwed up in both trying to forget her and also trying to get together with the other girl, but the ending is what is interesting, now, does he end up getting back with his ex-gf? Or does he just moves on by forgetting both? OR, does he stays the same....? If u wanna find out, WATCH IT.... LOL, bye now~

Life, something to ponder on?

2011-08-17T00:50:00.003+08:00

In anyways possible, we don't ever see that Life has a purpose for everyone, Young, Old, The Limp, The strong... Everyone!! We always find that Life is well when it belongs to the rich, Life is hated when belongs to the Poor, well that is just wrong, Inductive generalization, Just because one of your friends or someone in your neighborhood can have something you long to have, doesn't eans that their life is so much better than that of yours, We must see that bright side and see what we have that they don't! everyone has something different than everyone else. That's right, your Family, your Life, your Friends All Differs from what others have.

The right way is to see that Life is not dull or hated, for one thing, If we hate life, we Will fail in Life! So Love Life that we may control our Life, just like being behind the wheel of a car, we must always think of the lives of passengers on board, causing your own life may not mean anything to yourself, but think of the others, they have Families which Love them, friends which Love them and Of course what If you had caused their lives too? Think About it...

I see that whenever we fail in Life we tend to think towards the negative of Life, No!! Kick that away to the other end of the room, and start thinking positive about it. There's nothing wrong about failing, nor is there anything to be proud of when we succeed. Keep it to yourself and be just to others, what I'm trying to say is, Don't ever give up on Life! Don't try to hate Life, but Still See that Life is Wonderful!!
Life is a journey, don't ever see it as a destination. We all ought to see that light at the end of a long tunnel, but do we ever thought, Maybe, just maybe if we light up that tunnel, it is in any ways still a Journey to live through and Also an experience!! Don't give up on life, hate it and you'd fail in Life, Love it and Life is yours to control!!

Life and Friends~ short poem~ =P

2011-08-06T13:20:00.003+08:00

When takes away something you love the most,
Life will always give it back in a way that it is not exactly what it took from you...

Life is an interesting journey, but the potholes on this stoned road creates an uneasy one,
Life, however is still forgiving at the end~

Love bring life into play~
The wrongs and rights in it is always foolish, but friends gives hand into Life~

When you said, "Let love go, we shall walk further",
What can we Friends change from the past??

Friends may never pass, Life will...
But when Life passes, Friends shall always remember~

The hope is still there to remember,
The memories of Life and Friends will always live on forever~

Poem~ The Square Root Of Three~

2011-08-06T03:53:00.003+08:00

I fear that I will always be,
A lonely number like root three,
A three is all that's good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight.

Beneath a vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine,
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic.

I know I'll never see the sum, as 1.7321,
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality,
When hark! What is this I see.

Another square root of a three,
Has quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply.

To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer,
We break free from our mortal bonds,
And with a wave of magic wands.

Our square root signs become unglued,
And love for me has been renewed.

A good poem I've just heard not long ago, it inspires me alot~ I vowed truth towards being a companion, I will keep faith and that vow for we are still friends~

Hope renewed~

2011-08-04T20:06:00.003+08:00

How long have I not blogged? Days>.< Anyways, I have this new hope in me, I feel so relieved and happy about this~ My life actually feels much more colourful now and as anyone would say it, Life is Beautiful!!

Let's just put it this way, A rose never whither as long as the Hope is always there~ My hope has been renewed and I will keep this hope for happiness~ I will keep this as a promise for joy~ And will let God take it with Love~

Joyous~ and my Ang Jiu Mee Sua trip to Muar~

2011-08-01T11:52:00.003+08:00

It's great having friends that care, It's great having friends that hang out and play around together... I see that when friends come along, there's no stopping in having fun!! I feel joyous that I have such friends here in MMU Melaka, University life has never been this great~

Anyways, we went to Muar for a one day trip because we wanted to taste Muaran food, unexpectedly, there's one dish that really caught my attention, Ang Jiu Mee Sua, or Red wine Mee Sua, it's awesome back in Sibu and Kuching but I was anxious to taste the one made here in West Malaysia, so, my friend Caleb brought us to one of the coffee shops that makes the best Ang Jiu Mee sua, And the 1st look I saw when that bowl of noodles was served, I said, it definitely looks different from what I expected to look like a bowl of mee sua, it was Canton style mee sua, hmmm... so I tried a sip of the soup, and then I lit up, I have not tasted Ang Jiu in such a Long long time!! plus, even-though it's Canton style, but the Ang Jiu was Foochow Ang Jiu, The taste of Ang jiu was quite little, so, I ordered for some more Ang Jiu, and they gave me a bowl, I poured everything in~ Ahha! now it tastes like home!! for the Caleb and his friends, they thought i'd be drunk, but evidently not! xD

I finished up the whole bowl, even to the last drop, And i felt so at home with Sibu at that time, where my mom would prepare Ang jiu Mee sua Foochow style every Chinese New Year! i hope to go down to Muar again for more of it's Ang Jiu Mee Sua!! a mixture of Foochow and Canton styles~ love that alot!!!''

Anyways, stay tuned for the next post~ =D

Smile~ =)

2011-07-29T17:14:00.002+08:00

I see the importance of having great friends here, In life, we need good friends, close friends, and best friends to go on with life, I have a friend, she is feeling down these few days, But I hope that she will get well soon, I hope that she can take courage to smile and see that it is not a problem, I want to know that my friends are fine and well, I want to see that my friends are happy and smiling, I don't want to see my friends down and sad... I'm just concern for friends~

Friends, they are always there for us, we need friends and we can't live without friends, for me, It hurts when I know that two friends split and forget about each other just because of a small matter, for me, It will hurt my heart if my friend decides to split from me and don't want to be friends anymore... I hope that you my friend will not split from me, I hope that you my friend still have me as a friend~

Smile okay? It'll be alright~

Hope eroded... =]

2011-07-28T16:22:00.002+08:00

Today is one really tiring day, so many things going through my mind, so many things happening in this week... Now, coming to the end of week 8 and Mid-terms are over, I really feel so stressed!!

Hope, as a promise, I found out it can actually be reduced to junk when it is not pure, I see that hope still going on~ But I believe, hope must end at a point when we know that It's already eroded...

This is what I can say, I am not what I know I can be, There is always a rainbow after the rain~ A promise renewed day by day... Hope that gives itself towards having Life as is it is a colourful picture on that dull wall of emotions...

This is a short post, but it's what I'm telling...

Hope~

2011-07-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

So far, I've written about Life, about Dreams, and now Hope... But let's just hold that on for awhile, I just came back from Water Sports Training, and hey, it's the first time I feel energetic to actually do all those training, Usually I'll just do it slowly, and not keeping my stances up, But Tonight, I did well~ Hahah

Moving on, Hope, what do we believe in hope? Many believe that hope is a way we keep our faith in something that only our minds desire, I believe that Hope is a way I acknowledge that I am aiming for something I know I must have... But working towards it as a way that I actually work for what I get...

Hope is that saying that when you want something to happen and instead of wishing for it, we hope, because we work towards it~ we cannot say that we don't want to hope because we know it's going to happen, We will always end up saying, "I Hope"...

Hope is our Life!! Hope is Happiness... Hope is a Lover's wish~

Today~ =)

2011-07-25T19:59:00.002+08:00

I feel so joyous and also so happy these few days, not sure why and not sure how? but to tell you the truth, I really hope this wont end, hahaha... I can sleep well, I can rest well, I can do my work in peace, and most importantly, I can think well now~

"A Happiness that rushes in me, like a river carving out a beautiful canyon that will never stop~"

I finally feel stress-free!! although the fact that I'm going through Mid-terms now, it's surprising how fast it is now already week 7 and also there's 7 weeks to go before the end of this trimester>.<
And then it'll be graduation, and then meeting new faces again for Degree level>.< OMG!!!

Anyways, It just goes on rite? Don't hope that it'll end soon, but hope that you'd have a great time in it!! That's what I can say~ because, friends although we can't see them forever, but always stays in the heart~

Critical Thinking =)

2011-07-24T13:12:00.002+08:00

Critical thinking, when it comes to mind, when we say Critical, it may mean something that is bad, or negtive in thought, but when we come to a conclusion in this early stage, that means we have not think Critically, we have not reason well with what we know of and therefore imply a general knowledge of what we know from past experiences.. Instead, Critical thinking is a way we must think critically or in other words, carefully in order to reason well with a certain question given to us, More precisely, Critical thinking is a general term given to a wide range of cognitive skills and intellectual dispositions needed to effectively identify, analyze, and evaluate arguments and truths...

When it comes to mind, gosh, this is hard, but no matter, this is not that hard, it's basically telling us to think twice before making a simple decision in life, making the wrong decision may end up in us having the wrong implication towards ourselves in the future,
"Disclarity is not merely a disturber of prose, it is also a destroyer of life, of hope: death on the highway caused by a badly worded road sign, heartbreak among lovers caused by a misplaced phrase in a well intentioned letter"-William Strunk Jr.-

Alright now, the above two paragraphs are from my subject in here in Uni, we have to learn this subject and also apply it into our life, it's hard at first, but the way we see the world truely differs from what we are learning, After we have learnt this subject, we know how to think with clarity, but yet to have actually master this in life, when asked upon a question, what do we do, We answer them with a general knowledge of life and of what we know or heard from, but we do not apply to what we have presented instead... This subject is great, having mid-term for this subject this Tuesday night and plus, Can't go for the WMBC in Kl>.< The whole week is exam week!! Wish me luck~ off to study now~~

Happiness

2011-07-24T07:44:00.002+08:00

Good Morning everyone!! Hahah, this so far is my earliest post ever since I've been here in Melacca... Anyways, I'm not sure why, but I feel so much happiness in me these few days, have not felt like this in a while now, I wake up happily, sleep happily and even when a mosquito bites me in my sleep I don't even feel the pain>.<

Today I'm going to church~ Having a service in a Baptist Church today, following Fiona and then bringing 2 friends along, Wei Yen and JY~ We're friends from the same course and the same class~

I hope that what I am feeling right now will never end, and last the whole way throughout Uni-life~

Bye all~ =P

How's Life?

2011-07-23T13:32:00.002+08:00

Had fun~ Slp well, so so so happy~ ^^ Some of you would know why~ haha, anyways, how's my life till this point? I Love It!!! I feel like a new me, no more that old me, no, take it off and throw it away to the sidewalk!! Had fun with friends these few days, of assignments and presentations, the works just never ends!!

For me, I live my life how I want it to be in accordance to God's will~ I receive his words and I set out to do it, I now know what I must do here in this University... Anyways, I'm going to this Baptist Church tomorrow, which is like a few steps away from where I stay(1.2km away) LOL And plus, I have this stirring feel in me, of anxiousness, of love, of life, of stress, of happiness.... so many in one, gonna explode soon, hahahah

But i'm alive!! Once, when I first step into class, the teacher had asked us to draw a simple picture of ourselves, and one of my classmates was chose to present his, and the first thing he said, "First of all, I am ALIVE" that struck me in my life till now, How lucky we are to be Alive? "Do not Pity the dead, pity the living" but why? Because we live through hardships that we must face in order to get through with it, I see that, Life is IMPORTANT, And we should not waste Life, Live through it, no matter hardships and no matter the scars...

Live Life!!!

Dreams =]

2011-07-20T01:46:00.004+08:00

Hmmm, just came back from water Sports Physical training, washing clothes and also having supper~ Feel so so tired now, but it did me great work!! I lost 10 kg for the past 2 weeks of training~ LOL, and also i shaved off my mustache~ feel so young now =D
Anyways, Dreams~ I give attention to my dreams, be it a normal dream where nothing in it makes sense, or may it even be a dream where when you wake up the next morning, you don't remember a thing Or maybe even a dream where it makes no sense and yet you remember the whole thing... Some says that dreams are just the way we do our practices "offline" or even entertainment while we are asleep, but it does annoy me whenever I get a really damn interesting dream, yet, I have no idea what I dreamt whenever I wake up from that, isn't that just annoying??

Dreams that comes true... Oh, what a wish we want it to come true~ Well, it happens, all the time, you may not even noticed it, or your memory is just too little to even remember any small parts of your dreams, the reason DeJa Vu exists is because we dream and then we see it happening in reality, and yet we have no idea we had that very dream nights before, or even just that night of dream...
Dreams comes true, but not those Daydreams we get when we are bored, or when we think of our Loved one~ Those aren't dreams, those are just imagination, so it will not come true, sad? Yea, how I wished daydreams do come true~ Anyways, we dream and yet we just never bother to think back what we dreamt that night, because we just think it's some kind of imagination, Stop that, because it kills your creativity of the world you live in, it spoils your perception of the world and it spoils your emotions, Dreams are there for one thing, to let us relax even while asleep and also, Remember it because we would want a better perception of the world we live in!

Life =)....

2011-07-18T01:46:00.003+08:00

I can't think of the one thing we always know we would say when we are in this situation where the skies are blue and yet, we can see no silver lining on any clouds... Yes, I can't sleep so I'm writing this to kill time, why is my sleeping time so messed up?? Omg, got a class at 8 tomorrow and yet, No feeling of sleepiness at all...
Anyways, lets just go on, what is Life to me? Most say it's an experience, others say it's a Journey, some say it's a destination, I say it's what I want to live it....
I don't want to live a life where I believe that everything is just an extra or new experience, I don't wanna live like I'm going through it and yet knowing that it's going to end, I don't want to live like I'm going to die tomorrow!!

I wanna live the way I know I am capable of living, the way God had set my life to be, knowing that God had set me for a purpose to do something, and also to live a life that is not meaningless, life is always there, colourful, beautiful, and most importantly, I know that I live it the way I want it to be...

Now, Life is what conjurers into Love, Without Life, there's no Love and Without Love there is no such thing as Life, we need both together in Harmony, One to make life beautiful, one to make sure Love is livable, When there's no Love in one's Life, do you think there will be a Life at All? No, that one person will hate his life and doesn't even care to live his/her life with love, When there's no Life, How can there even be Love??

Friends, Families, Lovers, all require Love and Life... Home is where the Heart Is, Friends are like the petals of a Rose, Lovers as Sweet and as Bitter as Javanese Mocha Cappuccino~ All depics Love and Life...

Live Life As If Love, Love Life As If Living In It!!
Life is a colourful picture hung on a dull wall...
Love is a wonderful blossom of Lilies in Spring~

Looking forward =)

2011-07-17T01:28:00.002+08:00

All's well, but i'm sleeping late tonight, call it insomnia! Lols, anyways, I've just recently borrowed my friend's 'Dizi' it's a Chinese Flute, and learnt how to play with it, at the moment, i just figured out How to play Summertime by Louie Armstrong >.< only the intro only, and since the intro just practically repeats itself the whole song, I am Done! =P Oh ya, The instrument is my Friend Caleb's instrument, and also, Today is a Sunday, sorry man, Happy Belated Birthday>.<
Furthermore, I wish that I can get rid of insomnia once and for all, especially when i'm stressed out>.< haiz...
The Night is Young ^-^

Friday =P

2011-07-15T17:31:00.003+08:00

Hmmm, i have no idea what to talk about for this post, Oh yea, sorry for not updating for so long>.< I've been busy recently, lols!! It's the end of week 6 now, Wow, how time flies~ Soon, it'll be 14 weeks and then moving on to the next trimester and then End of Foundation Studies... Then we go our own ways after that, Ishhh, it's gonna be just like Form 5 year again where the year would just pass by unnoticed T.T Hopefully this is not going to happen, I wanna live my fullest with friends here before the end of my studies and also hopefully keep my friends closer than before>.< anyways, in this trimester, we were given 6 assignments, and now, 3 down and 3 more to go!! So excited!! Assignments are really hard to do especially in Uni, but when a collective of friends come together to complete the job, that assignment is like cake, hahah!!
Leona Lewis-Here I Am

Today....

2011-07-07T18:49:00.003+08:00

Just finish class, and now sitting down here in my room, skipping dinner and thinking what to do till 8pm, gotta meeting that time T.T..... I hate Thursdays!!! Anyways, tomorrow it'll be Friday and the most boring class is on for tomorrow afternoon, But, Friday night going out ^^ for Movie~ woots~ =P Watching Transformers at Dataran Pahlawan GSC, awesome no? Haha, the whole class is going, so, can say we practically 'own' the theatre and we're gonna rock it!!
Other than that, I have a class called critical thinking and one of the assignments is to make a video, and the topic is free as long as it is related to Psychology... but this video shooting is really one busy thing to do... and also the most time wasting one too....
Well, gotta go on now, Goodbye people!!!
Although this song is old, but it's awesome~

A day in a life of a Mirian in Melaka.... xD

2011-07-04T22:15:00.003+08:00

Well, there's not so much of things that I can say, But I did not regret coming here to Melaka to study, but then again, the fact that I regret is only because I miss my friends back in Miri... =(

Anyways, I just came back form christian Fellowship Meeting, a tiring meeting as it is a practice for some kind of sketch we Juniors have to play out during an Orientation Night called "Malam Suai Kenal" (i don't really know why it's called that) and also the weeks before this, our cell group did trips to have dinner together, and one more thing about Melaka is this, you can't use the word "Peng" when you want to call for a cold drink, the best answer they can give you is "APA??"
but then food is so different here and also, it taste better than back in Miri, I would say Satay celup is the Best food among all!! Hahah, Furthermore, there's no such thing as Kolok Mee here in Melaka, eventhough their Wantan Mee looks exactly alike, but then the way it is done is different, Oh yea, and here in Melaka, Mamak food is much much better than in Miri, I love Roti-cheese/Cheese-Naan, If you take it once, it's always going to be your main dish there in that stall, But I do miss KFCK burgers alot!!! T.T
And another thing here in West Malaysia is that people tend to group up with their own race, as in Chinese with Chinese and no other race in that group... so while I'm here, I can't really find friends from different race groups because they'd just feel awkward and in their Mind saying "Why is a Chinese talking to me?"
Oh yea, almost forget, there is not much wind here in Melaka, sad =( the wind here blows only at night and it's cold at night and extremely hot in the day, exactly like a desert, just that there's water everywhere, in one day, I need to refill my 1.6l bottle 3 times, imagine that, the wind here is so dry too and when it rains, it only drizzles for a while only.... the sun here rises one hour late, it's still dark out even when it's 630 in the Morning, and the Sun only sets at 730, you would be shocked finding people still playing football even till 730 and they don't even need the spotlights ON....
So, i guess that's all i can say for now, gotta do my assignments, imagine I've not touched blogger since a whole month ago, and this is quite late that i update a post... anyways, BYE~~~

Goodbye Miri~

2011-05-25T18:34:00.003+08:00

Leaving tomorrow, Gonna take the 1st Evening flight~ Lols, bags are packed, Documents ready, and now, the only thing not packed, is my Laptop... Haiz, going to Lowyat to buy a Printer too cuz in MMU, i don't want to spend any money on printing any paperworks... >.< And also, it'll be much more convenient for me to actually print paperworks... I hope that I could also find a good Headphone there to use for listening to Music, and stuff~ Lols, The flight to KL(stop by KL 1st, then going to Melaka the next day) would take me around 2 hours in duration, and there's also Dinner on board which i hope wouldn't give me a bad Stomach ache or else I'd waste my time not going around KL... Hmmm, I also have to bring my own Blanket, and Bed sheets over, which is really heck-tick Because I would have to Bring 2 Bags, Instead of just One... Hmmm... i guess that's all here~ Bye~ Stay tuned~

Tomorrow~

2011-05-24T22:27:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the Last Day before i leave for Melaka... And it's Also the last day I'm going to spend my time with friends~ and I hope that my time is going to be a memorable one and will never forget them at all, I have nothing in Melaka except myself and my laptop, and of course new friends which I'm going to make through my studies there~ so Wish me luck guys~ and also, I'm gonna tell u guys my flight time~ lols, erm Evening at around 4 pm flight~ if got any mistakes, I'll tell you guys~ This would be my shortest long post I've ever written in this blog... Anyways, Goodnight Friends!! I'll have to sleep early cuz following mom down to her office tomorrow~

Tuesday... 2 more days!!

2011-05-23T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm, today is a late post... Maybe cuz i'm lazy to post things on my blog today? or cuz i'm anxious about the day I leave... I hope that my flight would be a safe one, and also hope that nothing bad would happen in Melaka while I'm there... Okay, lets talk different things now, erm... Today was a very tiring day>.< going out to find a bed sheet for me to use while I'm there, cuz I don't want to buy one there, and then there's the issue that I'm under-aged for a CIMB bank account =.= Geez, trying to open another bank account but they suddenly say "Sorry, you're still 17, please come back with your parents and your birth-cert" I was like, Darn, you need me to get back to my house and do all those things??? I mean, Maybank doesn't even need to do those things lar=.= And CIMB needs to??? Why?? So stupid... So, I just left... Hmmm, and today my dad brought back a Trumpet from his office, apparently, no one came to claim that Trumpet so it's his now, and most probably mine!! Hahah, All I need now is just a mouthpiece, I may get one plastic mouthpiece to play the trumpet with~ Hahah, Anyways, the countdown is 2 more days to go, and going to get nearer every minute... hmmm, Time, Slow down please???
Hmmm, I gotta get to bed now, Goodnight~

4 More days!!!

2011-05-22T12:51:00.002+08:00

Today would be my Last Sunday in Miri, Last church service, And, Last time to see all my Churchmates, And yea, I have only 4 more days to go till I leave for real, sad>.< But if you don't count in the day I leave, it'll only be 3 more days!!!! which sounds drastically fast considering the past Thursday is only 4 days ago, hmmm.... I have no Idea what to do at the moment, going to go out with friends this Wednesday, cuz it's the last day before the day I'm leaving my friends. I hope that all goes well for my last days, and I don't get to any problems or discouragements, because it'll ruin my time for Orientation. Friends!! I'll miss you guys and of course will not forget you!! Wait for me in another 14 weeks time, I'll be coming back for a 2 week Holiday~ Cheer up, you guys also have intakes soon for your own Uni's or maybe most of you have already left, but I'll never forget you!!
And I guess that's all for you guys now... Goodbye~ =P Next post might be tonight?? Hahah, just stay tuned~
Anyways, look at this smart cat>.< So cute!!

Last Saturday before I leave....

2011-05-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, yeah.. I'm leaving in 5 more days, sadly, that's all I can say about the last days before I leave Miri. Anyways, have you heard of the restaurant behind Rustica Furniture? It's called 3-points, awesome Chinese restaurant, serves all kind of Chinese food there, and also, Peking Duck~ But sadly we didn't ordered that dish, we ordered Prawns, Pork, Tofu, Soup~ Awesome food!! I recommend all Mirians to try it there, and most importantly Chinese people~ the food is amazingly budget-wise, and it's considered a 4-star Chinese restaurant(Dynasty Restaurant is only 2-star) And also, If you'd want to pick out your wedding banquet site, that'll be the perfect place, other than Boulevard Restaurant~ Hmmm, okay, I'm giving too much info, Today my parents treat me there because I'd be leaving to Melaka soon, and also going to miss Chinese food... And that place was awesome!! Thanks Mom & Dad~
Okay, next stop would be Bintang Megamall~ Wanted to find a Laptop bag big enough to fit my 15.6'' long laptop into it, darn it, all 4 IT stores don't have them, mostly is just 14'' only =.= I mean, is 15.6'' laptop not that important even for you people to actually order some??? Guess that no bag is big enough then I just gotta use that Acer carry-on bag... >.<

Today...

2011-05-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

Urgh, such a boring day... so many things to do, and yet, so little time... So I only have this time to write in my blog~ Today was a wet and cold day, raining whole day and windy too, such a perfect weather to take a nap on, I however couldn't take a nap, because I had to keep watch over my younger brother for his exams, and I had to teach him. No it wasn't fun at all =.= knowing that most of the facts in PMR syllabus is pretty much half-cooked compared to the SPM syllabus which I've just completed a little more than 6 months ago.
However, that's not the point I couldn't take a nap, the point is this, I'm afraid my brother would take my laptop to play his mindless games on it =.= and so, I had to stay awake and protect my laptop from his timeouts. And also, I have another thing in my mind boggling in my head ever since yesterday, as you all know, I only have less than a week left before I leave Miri for Melaka, Sad right?? An approximate of 6 days actually, and I have not even cut my hair>.< Gosh, gonna look "hairless'' for registration day, just like my friends who is now attending PLKN, I did not receive any letter from my school, so I guess I'm safe~ Anyways, gotta get back to my daily life now, Goodnight everyone~
My Hands by Leona Lewis~

Long night...

2011-05-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

Urgh, what a long night, It's only 945pm now that I'm writing this post it felt like forever>.< anyways, went out just now, trying to find a gel type keyboard cover for my laptop keyboard, but my laptop keyboard is So Long and could not find a suitable one, so I started to search for an external keyboard, but the fold-able type was some type of brand that I never knew existed, I was searching for Logitech ones, but they showed me those hard types =.=''' so next, I went on to find for a Mouse, a wireless mouse perhaps, and then I found them, Logitech wireless mouse, they were those quality mouse that you'd find people using to play games on, So I turned around to see the price, Damn it, so expensive!! can't buy >.< sad rite? Hmmm, oh well, later in Melaka i can get one for myself~ Lols, yeah, a Better mouse/ keyboard/ headphones perhaps? Anyone would do~ =P

When my Present is neglected of, my Future is ruined, but When my Character is improved on, my future is Certain!

Thursday post~

2011-05-19T14:38:00.005+08:00

Hello Everybody!! Hahah, according to my last post it's going to be 7 days left till I'm leaving Miri, so Officially, I have only 1 week left here.. Sadly, I have not completed most of the things I've set out to do>.< Yup, many things such as, hanging out, having fun, playing, and also visiting the band, I've not yet done. I hope that My life there in Melaka would be great, cuz Melaka has so many things to see!! the Whole city is awesome, from the Melaka Chicken rice Balls, to the Satay Celup!! Yummy!! Hahah and of course their landmarks~ I hope that I could catch time for trips, and visits to the Main city and have a lot of fun!! Don't worry about me guys, I may miss you guys, but I'll never forget you!! Haha!! wish me the best of luck!!

My Orientation schedule

above is my orientation schedule, yes, It's very small, but you can enlarge it by clicking on it, it's packed and worst of all, starts right after registration on that day>.< (I know right, who would commence an orientation straight after registration =.=''') anyways, I hope that the Orientation this year would be better from last years, cuz i read from (http://nexus.mmu.edu.my/) in the last year's orientation, saying that many had complained about the food, Eg. It's cold, It's tasteless, etc.... and also, one more good thing about it is that the OC's are great~ Lols, But i hope that they'll improve on the "food" problem and also I hope that they wouldn't forget about the OC's.... Cuz many tend to improve on certain parts, but forsake another... So, I think I can end it here now, this post is getting longer... Well, goodbye!! Stay tuned for the Next post!!

If I change my past, It'll alter my future, but if I change my present, I control my future!

Present

2011-05-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

I realized that when Life goes on, it leaves us behind when we don't catch up... I deeply feel so regretful that I've not been able to do many things I was supposed to do in my lifetime with my friends. Now I can only sit and rewind my memories and stay quiet throughout the show, no one wants that in their life now why should I?? I have not much time left to do right for my friends, and I can't take back my wrongs through just saying I'm sorry, or even can't make time with friends who are already gone. I had a chance and I missed it, now I have to wait for the next time we meet to make things right! Or maybe it's just how life is supposed to go for me... One can't just say I have forgotten you and then would erase you from their memory, it's more than just that, even If you had memory lost, it's going to come back to you again soon and it's just time that would tell, or maybe a Hit in the Head... "Oh Lord, I've came from a conclusion to an End, I have no foundations in my heart, pick me from my sadness and spring Joy into me! Give me life and peace from what I've done right and forgiveness from what I've done Wrong! Amen"

If I change my past, It'll alter my future, but if I change my present, I control my future!

8days, 4 hours and 20 minutes till leaving Miri

2011-05-18T19:35:00.002+08:00

Hahah, yes... I have only those few more days and time left!! I'm leaving Miri for Melaka soon, real soon, actually if u were to put in directly to how many days, it'll only be 7 more days... haiz.. time flies fast perhaps too fast for me... Got everything done and ready for my stay there in Melaka and also my study there~ I hope my friend is also ready to go for Melaka... Haha, Gotta get a few things before i go off to Melaka, a foldable keyboard, a cooler pad, a headphone, a camera, and also a better mouse>.< Haha, I hope that life in Uni wouldn't be very hard to me, and hope that I can get around easily without wasting money on Taxi fares, and I also hope that My classes aren't so so so compact! Hahah, but according to my friend there, He said that Foundation students would find it harder in Uni than Diploma students cuz We spend a whole year in 2 years syllabus... Darn, Haiz.. but what to do, MMU doesn't offer me Diploma in Law, and furthermore, I have to do alot of coursework using computer, and I have to type and type and type alot... Oh well, I have to end it here or else this post would be too long for many of you... Bye~ stay tuned for the next post~

Slow day...

2011-05-18T09:52:00.003+08:00

Hmm, today is Wednesday... Wesak day was yesterday, but I don't go for it cuz I'm Christian, and went to Brunei yesterday to go visiting>.< And also had sushi at Excapade~ It's Not that bad, IT'S GOOD!! But in Miri already have a restaurant named Sanga Japanese Restaurant where It's as good as in Brunei, just that it's cheaper here!! Darn it, Yesterday trying to find Supasave in Seria, find till the whole town!! So hard to find>.< Lols!! And the driving was so so good, the roads are like Heaven, even in town roads, you can reach 70km/h and still feel safe, unlike here in Miri where if you get to 50km/h on a town road, you'd feel insecure.. LOL...
I also got my new laptop dy~ woots!! Hahah, can take a photo of the full laptop, but at least can let you guy see my screen~ It's normal, but It's HD... LOLS and wide screen 15.6'' the Laptop model is Acer Aspire AS5750G~ A great laptop for performance and also home use~ great for movies, videos, And Games too!! Hahah, i'm hoping I could get an external Keyboard maybe a foldable one like gel type~ And also a new Headphone!! Haha~

Here it is~ a dove!!

Sunday~

2011-05-15T14:22:00.002+08:00

Hello Everyone, It's Sunday again >.< Next Sunday would be my last Sunday before I leave for Melacca, 14 more days actually~ Hahah, I Missed Church today cuz I had to stay at home to watch over the Kitchen renovations, Yes, Just for some workers in my house, I had to skip Church >.<
I hope that I could find a Church in Melacca, I would want to find some church where my friends also go~ hmmm~ You know, I hope that all my days of doing chores in the Pass would finally pay off while i'm in Melacca... Very boring day today too, It looks like it's about to rain, but it's not going to rain... Haiz...

"Yu Ai(Rain Love)" by Rainie Yang.. Nice memorable song~

Jazz Festival 2011

2011-05-15T00:24:00.003+08:00

This Year's name is Borneo Jazz

Yes!! I just came back from the 2011 Jazz Festival!!! Hahaha, Most of my friends didn't manage to go, sadly, And there was also an Easter concert in Eastwood, Lols.. Well, I can say this year was the Best of all the other Jazz Fest In the Previous ones... The Beach, the Sunset, the Awesome music, the Awesome crowd, the Hot weather, the Ice-cream, the Drinks, and Of course my friends who I managed to hook up with >.< Hahah, they were Lik Foon, Mazwan, Al-sidiq, And my smaller brother. It was so awesome!! Hahahah, I love Jazz, Not only cuz it's Music, but who could Deny Jazz??? It's Life!! And the Best part of Jazz, is it's fun in appreciating Music, Jazz is a Music where Random pieces are played in strong Emotions to convey their Music to the audience.... And No, Jazz is not Noisy =.= I hate people who say so, You don't like Jazz? Then I guess you would hate music too and that's Wrong... Music is in everybody's heart~ It's programmed into our Minds to Like music, not to Discriminate it >.< Lols!! Got some Photos to show~ Lols, sorry or poor quality of Photos, I was only using my Phone Camera~

Four years of Jazz Fest

Sunset~

2nd post of the Day~

2011-05-14T13:02:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, sadly there wasn't anything to do at home these days... I've not touched a single reference book ever since the last day of SPM, and to make it worst, my English is getting worst >.< Haiz...
So so so long wait for the intake, 15 days actually, Most of you would say "Oh, 15 days? No problem man, It's gonna go by quickly"... =.= Well I say, "Hell No" The Last 3 days spelled suffering from boredom... If only I had my own car to drive around >.< Then can go to find friends and have fun while it last. I had never thought that I would be getting out from here to be on my own and have to do things myself now, Well, it's not hard for me because I know how to cook, How to do my laundry, Clean the house, feed my pet cat >.< Hahah... Hey, gonna go to Melaka with Elijah, and also meeting new friends there too, and also pen pals... Hahah, I call them Pen pals, cuz we only chat through the Facebook chatbox... Lols, they're fun to chat with!! Hahah, Can learn many things about people from different places in Malaysia... Urgh, i'm bored so I just posted these things, I don't think they're of any help towards you and also towards me.. Just too bored nia...
Remembered I shared with you guys a Song called "Kimi Ga Iru Kara(Because you were here)"? I said that it was my 2nd in favourite list, And this is My most Favoured of all ^^ "Eternal Love" enjoy~

Yesterday can't Blog eh!!

2011-05-14T09:47:00.003+08:00

Don't know why, but yesterday blogger.com was closed for maintainence... =.= So, I signed-in back into blogger today and it's back Lols, Erm... So any difference??? NO hahahah, so how was the Maintainence of any good?? o.O wasting my time.. LOLS... Hey, The countdown today is 15 days left!! Yes, So fast time passes by...

This is the page they gave me =.=

Lols, Click to enlarge...

17 more days, Anxiousness kicks in HARD

2011-05-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... These are times where I back think about Form5 and Said, I should have prayed for time to be slower... Or maybe allow me to go back in time to change what I've done wrong... Have you all ever had any of those times?? Yea, I bet most do...
I miss Secondary School cuz that's where I left most my friends. Now, we're separated by Land and Sea all for the sake of Further study. I'm going off soon too >.<
Yes, Yesterday was 18 days, Now, it's 17 days left, Not very long to go!! I'm gonna Miss Miri and all of My friends in or out of Miri!! Cuz Miri is My home where I grew up, I was born in Kuching though, Hahah I had never thought that Life is always indifferent and Changing, in where we can meet new challenges, and pass them like it's Piece-of-cake, the way life just keep giving you wrongs and you manage to find a way to turn them right!!

Hey, I have something to share with all of you, Aerosmith- I don't wanna Miss a thing.

2011-05-12T11:52:00.000+08:00

Lols, I have a problem with my blog composer!! What?? Yes, Sometimes I can't publish any posts.... LMAO, I was so mad at this Problem =.='''

Anyways, Watch this~ Russell Peters~

2011-05-12T11:50:00.000+08:00

Testing

MMU~ 18 more Days!!

2011-05-11T13:34:00.003+08:00

Hahah, well, most of you should know that I'm going to Melaka real soon >.< Yes!! it's 18 more days till registeration day~ but i'm going to leave Miri in 15 days time~ Hmmm, hope that I can settle down easily in Melaka. Yes, I will!!

Hahaha, I also met a friend from the MMU(Multimedia University) and She's also studying Foundation in Law!! Apparently, she's a Piano Player~ Hahah she's a great friend to chat with~ hahah, Found out that she used to play High Tension in a Band >.< Yes, another Bandsmen in MMU, Hahahah... Looks like my wish to actually "try" to set up a drum-line for MMU Maybe coming true!!

Anyways!! I just wanna share with you guys this Song~

An awesome Song!! Hahah~ But still it's only 2nd in my Favourite's list~

God's Love~

2011-03-18T14:09:00.004+08:00

You Know, Life is just like a bundle of flowers tied to each others stalks... We need our friends, and even as weird as it sounds, We need our enemies. But Why? Well, the Bible speaks of Peace with your enemies, I'm not sure about other cultures and religions though but it's still a great commandment~ Love thy Enemies, as thyself...

Speaking about Love, who's the greatest Lover of all? Yes, God is the Greatest Lover of all Mankind. He is the God that is capable of Love till the Extent that He would Sacrifice part of Him onto the Cross we know of till today. No one has that Love that would propel them to do such a Lowly thing for Just mankind... Today, 1/3 of the whole Earth now is Christian, the rest of it includes Muslim, Judaism, Buddhism, Hinduism, Taoism, and Minorities of folk religions... But Non of their god has that capability of such Loving and Kind forgiveness that we have experienced. Our God, The Trinitial God consists of God the Father, Jesus The son, and The Holy Spirit. And it still depends on who else but us Christians to convey the right Messages toward the People created by God himself And to save them...

(Two depictions of The Holy Trinity, God, Jesus holding the cross and the Dove above them as A symbol of grace of the Holy Spirit)

Depressed!!!

2011-03-15T10:42:00.002+08:00

Urgh... Depression runs into Life, Nothing is happening at all but still I feel so down... Well, what a Downer? Jeez, Just Get Out of My Life!!! I didn't know anything about this till, I snapped... I never get what I need, or want!! Just get what I already have... No one in this freaking house actually know what is called 'Family' at All. For all I know, I've been treated like a servant in this household; "Cyrus, Do this" "Cyrus, Do That!" I HATE IT!!! All I want with my Life is Just My own Life, Don't come and treat me like that!!!

2011-03-14T15:45:00.004+08:00

I Know it's quite late though, but hey~ It's bromance day!!! Hahah, 3rd March 2011... Me, Darrell, Peterson, Darren and Kenny.
We all Playing at the beach~ Hahaha... But before that we went for Kinky Fat Chef Kitchen(KFCK), Lols... ALOT of FUN!!! But Darrell didn't took any photos during our lunch at KFCK lol... So, Yeah~ Just enjoy some of these photos Darrel took using his Handphone Camera, Actually quite good quality Hahah... Enjoy~ =D

(Me~ Lols)

(Pete playing with rocks)

(Kenny Playing the Water)

(I actually forgot this was taken~)

(Pete playing the bench, it has no legs!)

Life~ Love~

2011-03-02T11:07:00.002+08:00

Life has never been so depressing in Me,

Has this world changed? Or did the world changed Me?

Oh, how we friends used to crave the laughters of Friendship,

And the joyfullness we've been through.

Now, I can only sit and wonder,

How the willingness of this Mind we have

Will forever stay in our Hearts and Minds,

Only to be forgotten by time and misjudgements.

My friends, I have not changed My Mind,

For the world can't change it for Me,

We all live once a happy friendship,

Let us all remember our times and treasures.

How would the life of one's happiness,

Be the Power of another's dreams?

For the Wishfull thoughts and Heartfilled friends,

We are all for now Parted.

I pray that the life we had once before,

Will not haunt us in our dreams,

But to remind us of our Joy in times we had,

Let not the passage of time tear away our Friends.

Urghh!!!!

2011-03-02T10:47:00.002+08:00

Damn it, I fell like a dimwit now that I know the SPM result is coming out next week. Yes people, NEXT WEEK!!! You can't be anymore clearer than this.

I wish that it would just come out later or something. I can't barely look at the date of my computer screen and My heart beats seconds to seconds counting down in an awful scream. I haven't even get the Right Mind to face the Result slips. Very well then, I hope it's not that bad right?? It's just another piece of paper with the future written all over it..... I Wish it would just be right at the end.

However, last week while my parents were outstationed from Miri. I got the chance to send my brother up and down from school. I knoe What most of you who haven't get licensed Yet are thinking, "Wow, you can drive already? Awesome!!!".... Well My answer is, NO!!! Not Awesome!!! Try waking up 5.30 AM just to drive 15KM to the city and then back... That's 30 Minutes of dizzyness in the Car.... And worst of all is picking him up, You've gotta wait and wait for Minutes, even Hours Just for Him to show up. Damn Right? Worst of all is how to Avoid getting Summons from the Cops. Trust me, it ain't easy. I have to Make sure My brother Puts on His seatbelt even before I drive or else My Parents would have a RM300 bill on their doorstep.

Whoever out there that's bugging your Parents to Let you drive without them beside you, SHUT UP!!!! You heard me, Yeah. It's not that Fun afterall....

That's all from Me. Bye~~

What Am I to Do?

2011-03-01T11:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Not to say i don't wanna do anything for my future... It's just that I don't wish to do what my parents want me to do for my future... My parents asks me to go for Law in Business but I want to do Culinary Arts... Common sense in thoughts would usually be on the Child's side because that's what the child wants to Do or Be, Not being pushed around by Parents anymore see-ing that I am already 18 this year!!

Lols, I wish I could feel how does it feels to be like other Friends where their parents allow them to do what they want to do for their future.... I hope that This decision is really a bad one for my parents....

I'm Sorry (adapted from my Facebook notes^^)

2011-03-01T11:27:00.001+08:00

How we all see things, changed,

Not for the better, not for the worst,

The whole of life never seeks,

But Love in everyone always.

We all believe in This Life,

We never seem to forget our First Love,

And keep the meaning of it,

This Love, we all must seek.

Where rain comes,

There will be a rainbow after,

Bring me out of this Life!

Take us away to our joys and Laughters!

Oh, the Friendship we had,

We will always remember,

Forgive Me My Friend in Mind in Soul,

Only your thoughts and memories be.

Lovers clash in ongoing Mistakes,

But Love Lets us see the Beauty of Life,

No one cares, No one Wants,

But we will always regret, I'm sorry.

Nothing to type lar, Just these.

2011-01-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

You Know what is coming, You Know the consequences, But If only you've reacted to it.... It will never have been too late.. I know that many people had ever said these words when they did wrong and really regretted. Although I regret, I manage to come out of my troubles and kept myself awake to Life. Recently, I've had driving lessons, already more than 3 weeks but tell you the truth I'm gonna take my test AFTER Chinese New Year (yeah, I know right? F*** up wrong) I paid for the L license during Christmas Eve but I only got it 5th January 2011, Other people who paid for the L license much much later than me, got their L license much much much earlier than Me..... Now I'm gonna have to wait so long for the P license and I'll never make it for New Year to drive around.... But Even all these isn't going to keep me down and sober... Keep up!!

Nowadays~

2010-12-09T11:59:00.003+08:00

Life actually has been very good ever since the start of SPM... But after it ended, I'm not sure what to do with life now.... I'm really bored now!!! I'm having all my time I can get from playing computer at home and more, but all i want is just the fun with my friends and of course the Band but my mom wouldn't let me at all... Haih, just hope that this holiday can be better...

2010-09-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

CH Miri band next yr going to Thailand to join the Band Com..... 100% fail.....
I Mean look at reality Man.... Nan hwa already score 91.96 and still they're at 2nd place only.... Haiz... I think they will very "diu lian" our Miri Bands if they fail.....
Ch Band is no where even near that at all....
Not following this years standard..... Look at years before... When have they even come close to 85?????

Exams...

2010-08-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

Yes.. Tomorrow my friends are the exams...
Well for me, its gonna be the trial exams for SPM... Tough eh??
Think about it, If I did well in this exam, and the real thing I flunked.... I can still use this result to go to University or even apply for an education overseas....
Lolssss..... Goodnight then....

Today...

2010-07-09T20:44:00.002+08:00

Well it wasn't the most fun? but still its just like everyday.... We senior prefects just retired on wednesday... erm.... the time was around 07.42A.M.... i would be living the next week till the end of the year doing nothing... Haha... I can say it'll not be well for us.... not much to say but a simple writing.... Goodbye...

This is Kinda stupid.... haha

2010-06-05T13:34:00.001+08:00

1. Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.

2. Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush.

3. The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood plasma.

4. No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.

5. Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes.

6. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.

7. Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty years of age or older.

8. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum.

9. The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.

10. A Boeing 747s wingspan is longer than the Wright brother's first flight.

11. American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating 1 olive from each salad served in first-class.

12. Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.

13. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

14. The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

15. Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin.

16. The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer.

17. Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than all of the Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined.

18. Marilyn Monroe had six toes. (rumor)

19. All US Presidents have worn glasses. Some just didn't like being seen wearing them in public.

20. Walt Disney was afraid of mice.

21. Pearls melt in vinegar.

22. Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are already married.

23. The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order.

24. It is possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not downstairs.

25. A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why.

26. The reason firehouses have circular stairways is from the days when the engines were pulled by horses. The horses were stabled on the ground floor and figured out how to walk up straight staircases.

27. Richard Millhouse Nixon was the first US president whose name contains all the letters from the word 'criminal.' The second was William Jefferson Clinton.

28. Turtles can breathe through their butts.

29. Butterflies taste with their feet.

30. In 10 minutes, a hurricane releases more energy than all of the world's nuclear weapons combined.

31. On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year.

32. On average people fear spiders more than they do death.

33. Ninety percent of New York City cabbies are recently arrived immigrants.

34. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

35. Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older.

36. Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

37. It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow.

38. The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building.

39. A snail can sleep for three years.

40. No word in the English language rhymes with 'MONTH.'

41. Average life span of a major league baseball: 7 pitches.

42. Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. SCARY!!!

43. The electric chair was invented by a dentist.

44. All polar bears are left handed.

45. In ancient Egypt, priests plucked EVERY hair from their bodies,

including their eyebrows and eyelashes.

46. An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.

47. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

48. 'Go', is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.

49. If Barbie were life-size, her measurements would be 39-23-33. She would stand seven feet, two inches tall. Barbie's full name is Barbara Millicent Roberts.

50. A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.

51. The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.

52. Almost everyone who reads this will try to lick their elbow.

Hari Pelanggan...

2010-04-10T10:43:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Today just went through Hari Pelanggan, Gonna get bomb by parents soon I can Bet.... So anyways... I did improve on my add math which did let my parents a little relieve but still my average is still under 50, so can still do my best in my exams I hope... right? Gotta get ready for the next exam in May, and also the band preparation for competitions... Yeah, the competition is confirm in june so I can join in under the condition I do my best in my exams and also If my Spm do well than I can come back to teach the band... Maybe I can also do my studies far from Miri where I can try to be Myself... Haha... Well i gotta make the very best out of myself and also try to compose more quotes cuz I need at least 60+ to publish A book, and then try make money... haha... Gotta Go now... I will keep my word...

Should Sarawak pull out of Malaysia? I say YES

2010-01-30T16:00:00.000+08:00

::Should Sarawak pull out of Malaysia?
Wednesday, June 25, 2008, 2:12:05 AM | Dr. John Brian Anthony

Giving Sarawak $1 billion is a waste of public money. Why did the PM give it to Sarawak? There is no need to reward them for winning the PRU12 - after all without BN Sarawak is nothing.

The above statement was directed at Sarawak by a 33 years old man living in Petaling Jaya, Selangor. In the first place, what has Sarawak done to help Malaysia he said. Being a Dayak Iban from Sarawak - it gives me a great insight on the thinking of young West Malaysian and their knowledge of Malaysia as a whole.

Where is the oil money from sarawak?

I was thinking - whose money was used to build PETRONAS TWIN tower, the MENARA Kuala Lumpur, the Malaysian capital - PUTRA JAYA. If these projects were built by PETRONAS, then most of the money would have come from Sarawak and Terengganu. Why build such project in Kula Lumpur - it should be built in Bintulu or Miri, so those working for PETRONAS would stay in Bintlu / Miri, spent their income in Sarawak and tourist would come and see the TWIN towers in Sarawak. It would have made Sarawak richer. Now this project is put inside Wilayah - and young west Malaysia took it for granted that it comes from their father’s pocket. For Sarawakian, we were made poor by PETRONAS, and even poorer by our State leader for not fighting hard enough to ask for an increase in oil royalty.

Many young Sarawakian - much more than before responded to the suffering of the Sarawak people today by thinking aloud, should we not PULL OUT of MALAYSIA. What have we gained by joining Malaysia?

WHERE ARE THE MONEY?

Looking at the physical development of Sarawak, it lacks so many things even the most basic needs - road, water, electricity, education and health. Why are we still so dependent on river transport? Why are Sarawak trunk roads in such poor condition and lack proper facilities for drivers. Why are clean drinking water so difficult to get and still no electricity to dwelling places that are located in some urban areas and most sub-urban areas.

Money from timber? Has it gone into the pocket of elite businessman and corrupted politician and civil service officers. A timber tug boat operator now own Shin Yang, one of the largest timber company and has hundreds and thousand of acres of plantation land- how can that be? It can be - when the chief politician made it so. In the process, the people of Sarawak are deprived of its wealth generated from valuable tropical trees that the natives has held it so dear to their heart. The jungle is the major provider of their needs. For the rich man, he sent in gangsters to his estate to subdue any dayak from making complaint and demand for a better living. Dayak got the wrong end of the stick in ALL cases.

Money from oil?

Many are asking what has happened to the money we get from oil royalty? We are now suffering from oil price hike now, when did we enjoy money from oil then? Price of gas cylinder for cooking is reaching $180.00 per tank in rural Sarawak. The natives could not understand that such products are produced in Bintulu - from Sarawak gas field and we are paying that high a price. The West Malaysian are paying much less - and they are the one that has no gas -when we take Terengganu equation out. Why are we not seeing good schools and health care for the rural folks. The “Flying doctors” service is still too limited, while billion worth of hospitals are build in West Malaysia - not one but many in just one city. In Sarawak - the Sarawak General Hospital was built maybe 4 decades ago. Do we have a new one - the answer is NO? We do have new expansive private hospital that poor rural folks has no chance of using it as they don’t have money.

Money fro hydro-dam

The Batang Ai hydro dam has now shown the true problems caused by relocation of the people living in the area. No land to expand their farming activity, SALCRA providing minimum wages for their work in the plantation and low return from their share in Salcra. The gov’t has short change the people - and the same gov’t headed by the same person after 30 plus years is ignoring the plight of the poor people in Lubuk Antu. You just need to go to Lubuk Antu - what major economic activities has been implemented? The answer is NONE - as the gov’t idea of helping the poor rakyat is just “give them” not training them to have skill and knowledge to better themselves. Some Dayak leaders are there, to ensure that the Dayak do not progress and therefor easier control for political gain. Are electricity made available to longhouses and villages in nearby areas? The answer is NO.

The Bakun dam is near completion. Is it going to benefit Sarawak poor - the answer is NO. It will feed the richer West Malaysian State, to provide power to their industry. Why don’t they relocate their industry to Sarawak? Too expansive, Sarawak lack basic infrastructure, it lacks skill worker, it has limited port facilities, poor transport system, it lacks town that can provide comfort for the employee etc - . That goes to show that the rich suck on the poor man resources and are not paying for such resources in a correct manner. Otherwise - why are the poor getting poorer? Why should we still stay with Malaysia?

Money from palm oil plantation

Where is the money earned from plantation? We all know that the biggest plantation companies are from West Malaysia and UMNO link company. Just go to their office, the senior management teams and managers are West Malaysian. The field supervisors and labourers are local Sarawak - we can’t help but feel “colonised” and made second class citizen of Malaysia. Our prime land are taken to feed West Malaysian - who felt in turn that giving $1 billion to Sarawak is a waste of public money. Not even after Sarawak gave the BN government its valuable support - we feel very disappointed and hurt by this attitude. It is time for Sarawakian to think about leaving Malaysia.

Leaving Malaysia - why?

Sarawak has not received what is due to them. Sarawak has been side-line and ignored - no senior position in the Federal Civil Service, No senior members in the police and army, no important position in the cabinet, Sarawak bumiputera is even 4th class in the ranking behind the major races in West Malaysia. We didn’t join Malaysia - to learn only to speak Bahasa Malaysia and Islam as our official religion - causing hardship to people from other faith to get government financial support and respect. We did not join Malaysia to champion “Ketuanan Melayu” and be made used of by UMNO elitist to further their hold on political power and corrupted practice.

We want justice, we want equality, we want respect, we want dignity in our life. We do not need to “bow” and ” kneel” and “plead” for what is rightly ours. We want our money to develop ourselves and be able to live a better life. From frustration with the BN government under Abdullah, we are even thinking of leaving Malaysia. It has brought us untold misery and frustration with their bias leadership and poor planning accorded the state of Sarawak.

Dayak Political Party

WHY IS THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT NO APPROVING DAYAK WISH TO FORM A POLITICAL PARTY KNOWN AS “MALAYSIAN DAYAK CONGRESS” ? They should ensure that the races are represented by political organization of their choice. We want to have our political freedom of choice and association. We do not want to feel that there is ethnic genocide in Sarawak too.

Sarawak for Sarawakian!!!!

It is the very policy and structure of BN government that is causing Sarawak to lag behind so far from the rest of malaysia. The “white termite” can shout about nonsense - the dayak are equal to the rest of the Malaysian population etc, because he wants to feel good about himself who has overstayed his welcome and value. The “white termite” make certain elite in the community rich beyond their wildest dream. Has this elitist help Sarawak poor - the answer is still NO.

Problems...

2010-01-30T15:08:00.002+08:00

Now... where do you think I would get to reduce my problems?... I have a problem which I don't think anyone would know...Its who I love.... I think its not so simple just saying it in front of her.... There are sometimes where I don't really want to give up and I will not give up... I have been waiting for a year now, and I'll just continue waiting, and when the time is the best... I'll just spill it all out to her....

Very boring days..... My broken hearts story...

2010-01-19T16:41:00.004+08:00

Haiz... This few days are so empty and boring, nothing new and nothing challenging, I think I'm gonna go crazy liao... I need new people in my life, I need something or someone that can give me happiness that I once held so dear... So many have changed but it didn't changed me, Maybe for the good I have to stay this way...

I love her but she's just running... I give the words If the whole worlds money is mine, I'll throw it all away just for you... Expressing my feelings to you, I'll tell you how much I love you so..Valentine's Day is around the corner... I've given something from my heart, I don't wanna hurt you but I only want to love you... You are the rose in my heart that is most special, glowing in red and spectra....

My story is this... I will keep on loving you till the very end...

Lols... Dun need to be sad... be angry at HER...

2009-12-26T19:21:00.003+08:00

Lol... where is the happiness gone? if u are sad... after this Pmr results came out... this year St.co DROPED... only 21 6A's n above, its like hell in our school... the new principal is like trying to sabotage our school's great achievements... We are not like your school before, we are wat the world cant change... Damn... I wonder how will our school survive if this goes on...

Well... There were vandals writing/grafiti-ing on our school's walls but wat they describe of our school dropping is true, sort of like they knew that we're dropping down... Haiz... I'm gonna be in form 5 next year and we are also dropping this year... Even in our form 4, we are already killing ourselves, Dunno... maybe hatred of the new principal or the system she changed?

Like the seasons pass...

2009-12-11T22:24:00.003+08:00

Halo... well its gonna end next year, our final year my friends.... the last year of our lives together.... Most of us goes off to study, others stays and most returns to have time together... but i'm afraid this road i take will lead me further.... WHAT Should I DO??... Not see-ing my friends, most from long time ago, will break me... I wrote this poem to show you guys how i feel... I'm afraid it'll be hard for me to see everyone again....

You are there, Gone later,
I'm always here waiting for you,
Come and go as the wind,
But stays like the sun of your life.

How I wish this ending,
Not too cruel for you,
But gracefully, peace, tranquil,
Give me this serenity, I find in you.

Too much of the world covers,
The love I kept inside,
For the winter's wind is not too cold,
Nor the summer's heat not too hot.

The changes of seasons,
Spring the most beautiful,
Blooming flowers such as your beautiful smile,
Gives a sense of willingness in me.

Autumn gives a red,
Giving you your calmness,
Having the world in ones hand,
Cannot control my will, our will.

The life as we know it,
Changes like the seasons,
Comes and goes,
Changes and returns with a new surprise,
Hopefully our friendship will last,
Like the seasons pass.

Just for you...

2009-12-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hey there... Everyone of my readers, I've made another poem... Haha, its been a long time since I've written anything here and let alone came in here... anyways... I hope one of you is the one I'm talking about in here this poem I made this poem specially for that person to tell her my point of view...Hope that you understand...

When did you go away,
leaving me in my guilt,
throwing me as if i was nothing,
in your life I disappear.

Gone like the wind,
Beating like the waves,
You looked to the sky,
but I pondered upon the moon.

This Love you gave me,
I will Never forget,
such a precious gift,
I would not give away.

I will keep you in my Heart,
No matter what may come,
I will seek a way,
Finding you in this world.

Giving up will cost me,
This life that you've caused me,
As if it was a child,
Of God it seems.

I would give up Everything,
but you I will not,
I love You,
These words I will whisper into your ears.

Potong Saja larh'

2009-11-11T18:44:00.001+08:00

These videos are crazy....

Well Well Well...

2009-11-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

Its the last week of school... finally... After a long time of wait in this form 4 year I can finally rest my stressful mind, and deffinately get some peace with me... Maybe write more poems... haha... well found a friend... long time i guess 3 years? not met... so still waiting for some confirmation 1st... Its Melody from Kindigarden... Well actually found Nicholas n Also confirmed its Him, Also Peterson... Well never seperated... haha.... still finding many others out there... Miss all of them, although they may have different looks now, its fun to see that they look different after a long time din see.... the worst seperation happened to me is the one which seperated Me n Rebbecca, We were seperated for almost 8 years but finallythe seperation was over as she moved to St. Co from RRSS, Cuz of her dad i guess?? Hahaha... however, I've been talking so much... But I need to Go for bed.... ^^...

Here's a Quote to ALL my seperated Friends out there... Once seperated, can always come back to see, We're alright, Stop the troubles in you, You my friend are my friend forever...

Band Practices....

2009-11-01T20:02:00.002+08:00

Starting tomorrow it'll be practicing time for the band... Its for the Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang ceremony this saturday... But its gonna be messy... we just had our Band Nite last night at Eastwood, coincidencelly St Joseph also did theirs there.... The staff actually mixed up our Backdrops... Luckily using Power point, so easy to change la... Haha... I was the MC with Charles NO SCRIPT so we did it spontaneously... quite messy indeed so predict tomorrow it'll also be messy... haha.... But nice Nite though, it was FUN!!! Heheheh... Well thats all from me... ^^

Tomorrow Ends... Hoorayy!!!

2009-10-28T17:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah.... Tomorrow is d last day of Exams... N then I'm FREE!!! I can go out from this damn ratchet room... N finally play all night till holidays end... woohoo!!! well too bad for CH students though... theirs start on this Friday officially.. haha... but i just hope that my results come out okay... hehe...
Went through youtube n found some Korean Marching bands.. wow... they're d same as their Japanese counterparts... Ch wants to head there soon... better let them think twice...

Exam week...

2009-10-23T20:47:00.004+08:00

Haiz... Exam now only half way a... dunno how to do eh.... how le?.... Today BM paper 1... bahagian B dunno how to do so tembak lo...Yesterday Chemistry EVEN WORST... lucky the form 3 dun need to do exam anymore. But yesterday P. Moral still okla... But just scared later all my subjects fail then habis lo... Haiz... Nevermind la... just pray more n trust in myself have confidence doing my ezam... but for the other papers before this dun care liao la...

See this.. My chemistry paper.... EMPTY PAPER...

Everyone else doing thier Exam.. Shhh!!! So concentrate o...

Exams....

2009-10-16T20:22:00.002+08:00

Damn... Next week exam eh... still not yet prepared... now le? watching mythbusters... not studying... lucky lo d form 3's... haiz.. wish i was back in form 3 where after school we can go to parkson without permission n play com anytime we want...
hmmm.... tomorrow got band.... need to slp early tonight... Well... If only i had something to make that come true it'll be nice.... well gotta off now.... bye...

Happy Mooncake Festival...^^

2009-10-04T15:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Mooncake Festival...^^ Last night had youth Pot bless n we went to lantern walks till around pujut 7 when we reached pujut 4 we saw another group and they were supposed to join us haha But we didn't know that... Then when reached Pujut 4b I saw Edwin n Aaron Wong shouting Charlene's(Our Head Prefect) name and then managed to pull her out to join us... haha...well enjoying mooncake now... Bye bye... ^^

The Holiday...

2009-09-22T10:20:00.002+08:00

Yes... Finally the Holiday we've been waiting for... But wait... yup... its as boring as any normal schooling days.... every day only study study study... Nvr get tired of it huh?... Well.. no band practice in the holiday while my bro in CH band has a Nonami camp...wow.. and to think... This guy once thought our band Scs... But now teaches CH.... Haiz... (&#!#!%)whatever la... Mom in Korea... Dad needs to work.. Younger Bro at Camp... So whats there left to do? TV!!!!! yeah... many of u would do that but u'll get bored.... My cat is running all around just trying to catch a damned little bee... and it did'nt come back yet.... nvm.... signing out now... Bye..^^

I'm back....

2009-09-09T14:52:00.002+08:00

Hey... My cbox back liao... that "someone" din find me ba... so u noe la... Btw Result of exam oledi out and i got improve...^^ Yeah... My Cat had grown bigger... and more naughty... worst than my last time de cat.... =.=... Now using ICT room de computer to update.. haha...Hmmmm.....
Class today so F* up eh.... My peka got rampas by Miss Teng.. WTH... Then i have to do it again....
Haiz.... I think the teacher very mafan de eh... S*it de.... Haiz....
Ok la... like this nia la today... So... Bye bye...

Cbox temporarily removed

2009-09-06T15:14:00.003+08:00

Hello... Btw My cbox temporarily removed due to "someone" that missuse it... wan give any comment? Give it in this post.. Cant Find it? its just right below... When will I put it back? Dunno... till that person shows up la... If that person dun show up COWARD lo... Show up with ppl? not alone? Scare lose lo....

Haiz....

2009-09-04T19:43:00.004+08:00

This few days I've felt quite down... Haiz... feelings down again? Yup maybe... Whats the problem? No one knows then... But all I've got to say is... I have Loved her for quite a long time liao.. But she's always ignoring me... Haiz... Why are u like that? what about me that u hate so so much? I don't really noe if u are reading this or even noe me... Although we once were friends... I'm just gonna lose it all... just can't take it back... What's the world now...

Hari Merdeka... Unfair stuff...

2009-08-31T13:24:00.002+08:00

Hmmm... Today is Merdeka Day... as u all noe.. we all got independance 52 years ago.. Boring day tough... hmmm... Washed car today then watched tv so so boring day today... Usually the City will be empty... But this time its so packed... well... Times have changed since the last few years...
Got no idea what to Do actually but well Malaysia is just another country that reached independence... So What? Right?... We still have to struggle while the malay ppl just sit down watch tv and every minute from doing that.. they get money.... Hmmm... This just shows how our country is so equal.. well its not... crazy country... Haiz... Now economic crisis.. who suffer? CHinese ppl... if u get paid less than 3000 u're considered poor... WTF... Crazy ppl controlling the country.. If this thing happen... DO SOMETHING LA!! Idiots...

Unusual feeling... Random...

2009-08-26T16:29:00.002+08:00

Erm... I dont really noe what or how to explain myself... But this is extra weird.. for me la... hmmm... here goes... Basil just now all of a sudden he asked me... found ur partner? then I was like blur... Dun understand... He said d seniors night will be masquerade.. I know that... But he added.. it'll be like a prom... ADUH... Btw... CH band de awards when they were in Spain it was just a festival... But many ppl in Malaysia Still think its actually a competition.... Haiz... when will ppl understand... The standard there is festival standard not competition standard... Dun come to me n say our band sucks... WTF la... Everyone is the same...

Ok.. over with that... Hmmm.... The election was over and the result still have to wait till finish holiday then noe actuall result... Hey... I hope we can have a good and understanding board for next year... Hope that can buy Minimally speaking for the band and use for next year St Co day..
Not sure where to put my trust right now...

Hmmm....

2009-08-23T17:13:00.002+08:00

Well... Yesterday was awesome.... y?I just caught a kitten from my mom's School.... so cute....^^...
Got 6 actually... and 2 ran into classrooms...=.=... so we went finding for the others... and me n my bro found more at the hostels... it didn't really felt scared... and it liked it when it reached home...
Today it slp with me on d sofa and it was so so cute... haha... erm... this is oso my 1st post this week.. hmmm... hope that this holiday will be more fun...^^

Alumni Dinner 2009~~

2009-08-16T16:09:00.007+08:00

Well... last night was my school's Alumni dinner and our band had a perlude for the invited Guests... which was Tan sri George Chan... Erm... we only got one performance so we were the 1st one... while waiting for him to come... we had a little jamming... heheh... we played a few songs to warm up ourself and also to give the public a little music...

A little while later... we were let off to rest and the teacher at the same time said he's about to be here... so we all got ready and true enough... all the invited guests came and stood for our prelude...
And we played Centuria.. Concert version... and he was satisfied... Not only that... he was the 1st among the other guests to clap and The Mayor of Miri city asked at the end of the dinner... "You're all Good... Y not u all play upstairs?" So nice to hear him say that...

The Dinner... was great.. just that the service was terrible... Do I have to call u ppl to fill my cup everytime its empty??? I mean.... we paid u to do this job and u treat us like that????
so sien.... haiz... Warning to everyone... wanna organize a dinner? Do it at anywhere else except Imperial... but the food was ok... just that NO PORK WTF!!!!

Here are some photos...^^

Aaron at school.... Haha...

after Jamming n waithing for Tan Sri to come... So take photo of my Tuba... Heheh...

Nice Food... But NO PORK... WTF!!!! T.T

Speeches... Hey look... Its Tan Sri...^^...

Oh well... thats all the photos... haha...

Weird day...

2009-08-15T13:25:00.005+08:00

Well... yesterday was quite boring in a sense... No way was i gonna know it... but after Bible Knowledge exam... Me, Basil, Bobby, Hui Yin and Kenaidy went for lunch at Sun City and Bobby took out a phone which didn't belong to him... His friend ask him to hold it for her.... So i turned it on and wow... it has no password... but thats not the weird part... after starting it... i went to the pictures to see... I thought.. well maybe this person wil a bit 'zi lian' la, So when i saw the photo.. true enough that person zi lian... but not only that... the person was familiar... it was kenny's younger sister's hp... i never thought of a better thing to do on that day until then So when we reached back to school... I decided to borrow the hp but Basil took it and strip the hp....

WTF STRIP? Yeah... he did so... and continued till the hp only left the board inside only... Ahpu... so he let me fix it back on as he decided to teach me a little about stripping a w580i... So i did... and he said..."Well, Now strip it down again." And i was a little confused cuz while he was stripping the hp... i didn't paid attention... So i just did it by Luck... Haha.... And we did it... i manage to know a little something about it... haha...
Oh ya... Kenny... Sorry about ur sister's hp... and OMG ur sister so Zi Lian.....=.=''''

School's Concert....

2009-08-08T09:21:00.002+08:00

Haha... Yesterday was Day 1 of our school's concert... The school's concert is to celebrate the 80 years our school has been in Miri... Tonight is the opening night and damn I hope there are many people too... last night was very few.... T.T But still it was worth the excitement...
Yesterday our band was 1st-order-up.... so we had to start or else it wouldn't start... Oh well~ Tonight's the Big opening night and ALL the VIP's are coming.... and of course my Dad too.... Erm... sorry i din upload any photo's for u guys that din come... but tonight i''ll take photo's for u.... Man, I hpoe Marcus is home now... not back in Parkson... (left him there accidentally...) Haha.... Come tonight...^^

I feel Extremely Sad and emo-ish..... Confession...

2009-07-29T17:41:00.003+08:00

There's a question in my heart,
Saying, Will you love me for who I am?.
But sadly you turned me away,
Away from your love.

Your heart's secrets i wish not to deny;
Your hearts secrets I am willing to keep.
Scorn by the mouth,
I wept day and night.

The smaller path which leads me to righteousness,
Tells me: Be content shall i not be for He is watching over you.
That voice rang over me such as a lightning,
Striking the ground.

Who should i trust now?
My heart, or is it just you.

Now.... i think u all noe the meaning right... but still... i'm still sad... although this thing already half a year ago.... I miss a companion which I can see everyday.... I hate myself for speaking lies to myself.... But now i noe the truth, it wasn't love.... It was a mistake.... The wide path i took which said; Go for it and make it fun in life..... I didn't think about His feelings and His true plan for me... i was so struckened by it that i forgot myself.... My thinking was all about that empty space in life..... I need to be prayed for and i also need faithfull frens which can help....
I'm just another person fallen into lust and sin... I'm stuck between may decisions... I'm a counselor in need of a counselor.....

Not in Miri~

2009-07-19T11:19:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone.... lols... btw thx for ur wishes.. i'm getting better... luckily not H1N1...=.=''' Haha
I got back to school and felt okay.. anyways.. i'm not in miri for a few days cuz going for my cousin's wedding another cousin getting married.. hmmm... well i'm actually in kuching the wedding is gonna be held on tuesday so i'll only be in school on thursday... haha... well later going to The spring... haiz.. i told my mom its an empty building only clothes nothing more but they just kept wanting to go... now waiting for the car... okays time to go.... Bye Bye...^^

OMG~ Sick....T.T

2009-07-10T19:20:00.002+08:00

Haiz... As most of my frens from my class should know... i had been sneezing like crazy rite? But it got worst, after tuition i went home and prepared for sleep.. all went perfect... nice sleep untill around 4.50a.m i woke up un able to even walk!!! I went into my parents room to get help and they felt my head, i was down with fever... Real bad one... so i stayed at home and was told to get ready by 9 cuz my dad wants to bring me to see a doctor..... so i did... i went to Dr. Cheu's clinic and damn there was so many people...so we waited for 1 hour++ and my mom came cuz my dad had to go back to school(Chung Hua) cuz got case there... when the nurse called me in and the doctor gave me the check up my symptoms match those of H1N1 cases my temperature was 39.5, i had dry cough, flu, weak strength.... so he gave me a 2 days sick leave, okay... yesterday after praying hard, i was recovered in the evening, amazing huh? Not only that i can even go to tuition and there i met Afiq which was also sick..... He's my classmate and the one siting beside me in tuition OMG he didn't go to school yeasterday? wow....Ok, here ends my story... still sick btw...T.T

Lols... Weird Al Yankovich songs are funny too...

2009-07-04T15:56:00.002+08:00

Beat it, Eat it.

I'm Fat, I'm Bad

Actually these songs are Micheal jackson's songs... just that lyrics are different...

OMG... Funny... haha..

2009-07-04T15:25:00.002+08:00

Well.. these videos.. i'm pretty sure most of u have already watched them or even heard about them... eventough.. i'm gonna put them as my post... cuz they're still the most funniest comedian i've ever watched....(Sorry Russell peters).... anyways.... guys, Niga Higa... Wohoo...

Lols... Many more... but... so little time...

Lols... Something came to mind~

2009-06-27T13:57:00.005+08:00

Haha... well something came to my mind just now as i was looking thru racheals bloggie... i saw the photoes of the two guys that wore clothes of women~ haha... so i downloaded it n now muahaha.... reaveling their identity~

This pretty lady is actually~

This leng zai~ ah Tong...

And the other pretty lady there is actually~

Alex~ haha...

Oh well this is their final year in school ba... So might as well dress up in a different way and "Be Original" as Miss Chan said.... haha....
Next year our turn lu~ hmmmmm? let me guess....

Lols... N a new poem~ THe love i have for you...

2009-06-26T20:17:00.002+08:00

Actually tonight i wan to write on mufti day de... but... who knew... my hp tonight i give to my fren to do..Haiz... So i will be updating on mufti day a bit later lar~ dunno till when... T.T missing my hp... hmmm... anyways, today when i got to school, something felt weird...
I feel like i'm so happy today, usually very emo emo de jor~ But today felt happy leh???
Mood swing again.... haiz.... then today add math do till crazy!! cant take it liao.... wan die... last 5 minutes before finish school teacher give quiz~ u all should be thinking quiz is gonna be easy rite?.. but no, Miss ****(private n confidential) give us hard question!!! 2 hard questions... haiz.... Lucky i in good mood a.. or else i will just escape add math session.... Tomorrow got add math extra class again... n same time with band~ haiz...

Well~ glad thats over x.x... okay~
Here's a poem...

For once I have loved you,
You left me in darkness.
Gone away like the wind,
Not knowing where you'll go.

I searched for you,
No hope I have.
Just maybe, just maybe,
You're only a dream away.

Your heart is set on him,
Bear this pain I shall.
The love I have burns,
In a broken soul,
The love I have for you.

Malaguena crazy...

2009-06-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

Lol... St co day...

2009-06-19T19:35:00.003+08:00

Hey there.... long time din update... hmmmm...
Nothing to update ba... so today actually got thing de.. but i forgot to bring camera!!! Haiz....
Today is our School de birthday... St. Columba Day 80 years old lu~ haha...
Got band performance too... Opening was perfect... using Of pride and celebration... So nice...
Then at 1st i thought finish opening n nw wait for concert... but got 2nd session opening.... wtf... need to play again....=.=.. but this time in front of Dato' Andy Chia n Lee Kim Shin...
then after that was d concert... playing Fire dance n March Together, so fun... well its about fun ba... erm...we oso got open a stall n sell many food.... we sell ayam panggang.... yummy i sponsor de... haha... then got jelly, drinks, sandwhich n burger~ yummmm..... we sold so much that it was a bands best profit....
Then i saw someone orh~
Haha... thats all... bye...

Crapppp!!!!!!!><''''

2009-06-04T16:11:00.002+08:00

Wtf.... My hp broke down... iisshh.... Went to church last night... Felt bored so started playing sms... then suddenly it broke down... it turned itself off with a white blank screen n suddenly turned on again... i was like... wtf.... then it turned off n on again for many times n i hated it so much i plug d battery out... Next i turn it on again to c wat happen... Then instead of giving me a normal screen during start up... it gave me a useless screen with just a few words...=.=... so i told my parents... and i just had to turn on n off till it is ok... but NO... it wouldn't be ok... it became WORST... it didnt even wanted to give me a start up screen.... it just gave me a white screen for half a second... then off....
This is SHIT man.... Now i can do nothing in the most boring-est town u'ld ever hear in ur life... SIBU....

Tagged... By Samantha Taylor...xP... 292....

2009-06-03T13:42:00.002+08:00

Well...Got Tagged.. By, Samantha... Haha....
Long time din hear from U... Lols...
However... Lets get started....

FIRST:
First surgery: None.
First piercing: None
First award: Forget.... Could be long time ago...
First memory: I Dun Understand leh....
First pet: Ah Ki(Siamese Cat)
First vacation:Brunei lor...
First concert:Free 2 Be(ok lar...)
First crush: erm...Hehehe...xP

LAST:
Last time you went out: Last night, to Delta Mall Sibu...
Last time you had a good time: Last year form 3 trip to Kuching...
Last time you cried: Dunno o...
Last award: Band Competition... Silver certificate...
Last trip abroad: Cambodia...
Last concert: Chung Hua Concert...
Last album you bought: None...
Last song you played: David Archuleta-Crush...
Last phone call: My dad=.=... He called to ask me where am i...
Last laugh: Anytime jor...xD

CURRENTLY:
Eating: Lunch
Drinking : Water???
Wearing: My labtop...

FAVOURITES :
Food: Nasi Lemak...
Drinks: Iced Lemon tea..
Colors: Blue n Black...
Numbers: 811

YOU TAG:
Cindy...xD
Vayanna....=]
Ruth....
Hui Fang...>.<'''

Dunno what to write....

2009-06-02T23:02:00.007+08:00

Actually... i dunno what to write... haha...
I'm still in Sibu... Till this Saturday, i hope.... So boring ba...
Tomorrow my parents attend a methodist convention...
Then most probably leaving me n my younger bro at home....
We bought new movie to watch...

The Pink Panther 2,

And,

Love Matters....

Well although they are old movies... but they are original de...
So dun need to worry about blur.... but Terminator Salvation is Kinda good too...
But My Mom dun Trust in Dvd that is published right after it is shown in cinemas....
Well... what to do... just wait lo....Haiz....
Gotta think a While....

Terminator Salvation

Or,

Night At the Museum 2....

Quite funny de Movie.... Haha.... Its a Must Watch Movie!!!
Haha...
I sleep Now...
Bye Bye...

Update Finally....xD

2009-06-01T16:41:00.004+08:00

Haha.... Finally can update my blog ler.... I in Sibu no haf internet... Nw only borrow my cousin de broadband.....Can say fast enough la.... Haha... But only can use for today....
Yesterday i just reach here de...
Before that... i got go to d No Apologies... Haha...
I actually went for it again.... 2nd time ler....
At d last night got do pledge n got a purity ring.... lolz.....
I put d photo in for u to c....

My purity ring lo.... haha.... it is to keep me pure till marriage...
Thats what we learn in No apologies.... Abstain from Sex before marriage....
Lol...
Ok la... time to off.... bye....

Re- write n also new poem....

2009-05-13T18:08:00.002+08:00

Lol..... Sorry about that post.... Made u all blur i guess???...
So here's a re-write..... haha.....

Lol.... Today ah?.... Hmmm.... At 1st this morning i went to duty at block A...... Then after duty i realized I HAD NO NAMETAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL!!!!! Then i get my pass from Mr. Tan and i got the pass.... But.... it was useless.... No one even realize that.... lol..... So after school... i Went for lunch and came back, It was pretty weird cuz the Meeting room was locked and i didn't noe where Bible knowledge class was..... So i asked Chung Yu and Onn told me they were at class 1S2 having EXAM!!!!!! So u noe what i did.... i guess....lol..... i ran upstairs and was late.... I sat down for it and did the exam and finished early but i didn't noe i can pass up and go 1st untill Kenaidy pass up his... so i did too.... LOL.....Almost miss the exam.... Phew.....

Okay.... now u noe???.... so another thing there... No Foul Words Please.... haha.....
Hmmm.....
Well... i just wrote two more poems.... but i'll show u one nia...^^....

What do u see?
A world, more beautiful.
That world where u,
Will find ur happiness...

Be free and go,
But u're alwys in my heart,
Where the past doesn't counts.

Before i could leave,
You're gone and faded.
Just an empty space left,
With cries of tears.

There's never a chance to say I Love You.
You just go away,
And left me for another.

Today....

2009-05-11T18:15:00.003+08:00

Lol.... Today ah?.... Hmmm.... At 1st this morning i went to duty at block A...... Then after duty i realized I HAD NO NAMETAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL!!!!! Then i get my pass from Mr. Tan and i got the pass.... But.... it was useless.... No one even realize that.... lol..... So after school... i Went for lunch and came back, It was pretty weird cuz the Meeting room was locked and i didn't noe where Bible knowledge class was..... So i asked Chung Yu and Onn told me they were at class 1S2 having EXAM!!!!!! So u noe what i did.... i guess....lol..... i ran upstairs and was late.... I sat down for it and did the exam and finished early but i didn't noe i can pass up and go 1st untill Kenaidy pass up his... so i did too.... LOL.....Almost miss the exam.... Phew.....

Haiz....

2009-05-04T18:00:00.002+08:00

Whats ur feeling.... when u are tired?....
Tired right?..... But ur mom then asks u to do house chores and ur dad ask u to listen to ur mom.... then ur brother made a mess out of the whole house... and u get scolding..... u ever goe that experience?.....
As long as u r either an elder sibling... u'll get it... MANY times..... Haiz....
Then in school.... u need to do ur homework which will be due next Monday.... but ur teacher comes in to teach u the day before due date and asks u all to pass up ur work... and everyone didn't finish the homework... but the teacher scolds everyone.... WHO HERE is to be blamed???
Life sucks to be in the 2nd class.... and i tell u... if u r in the 2nd class.... teachers, parents... will look at u as if u are the 2nd best and be unfair to u....and they'll NAG u like the world is about to end....

ALL i can say is.....
Life sucks!!!!!
HAIZ!!!!!!!!

Nothing to do... so write this lor...

2008-12-27T11:35:00.006+08:00

Well... nothing to do today.. haiz.... play oso no fun... chat?... Msn in this computer down...My laptop bring to fix....Haiz... Really nothing to do today.. only can c d workers doing my new kitchen...XD... After the new extension of my kitchen.. i can learn some proper culinary... so prepare myself for University....
Lol... Culinary arts isn't for girls only ok?... its for guys too.... don't ya see?... Great International Chefs are mostly male....
For example:Hervé This, Nicholas Kurti, Pierre Hermé, Gordon James Ramsay(Started HELL'S KITCHEN), and Pierre Gagnaire.....
These are some international male chefs... So there's nothing wrong with a guy cooking afterall....

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